ive been busy! busy stressing myself over studies. i seriously need to put in more effort in my work and buck up. if not, im dead.

well i just thinking like a few days ago, if only i didnt have to go through all these. being all stressed up about studies and all, i kept thinking about all the if only.
if only i had studied harder
if only i had not come to a JC
if only i did not have to do any work
if only i could slack all year round without having to worry about studies
if only ...

but then, what if there wasnt any if only... what if life was oh-so-perfect. that's what many people wish for. but what if, what if that really came true? wouldn't life be boring? there wouldnt be anything to worry about, nothing to work towards, life is simply just a bed of roses.
that kind of life is just empty and meaningless.

so perhaps it's good that all of us have problems! it makes life that much interesting. i mean, life cant be that smooth-sailing all the time right? sometimes things just gotta go wrong. they just HAVE to go wrong. then at least you have something to correct, something to learn from, something to complain about. haha. so if you are facing some kind of problem, maybe you should be happy that you actually have problems to deal with. we should celebrate our problems huh.

i dont know how many of you would agree with me on this, but well, it's just my view. =)